I am writing this because i am aggravated. I dont understand it. I used to get a TON of emails asking me how i was and what i was up to etc. NOW, i dont get anything anymore except for advertisements telling me that my dick can be HUGE. WTF. I know i have friends out there that care about me and are intrested in talking to me and such. Where are they? Hope that this helps me to get e-mails again. - John
- Location:living room
- Mood:
aggravated - Music:DOG the bounty hunter
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- Location:living room
- Mood:
disappointed
Well, awhile back Tennille and I went to Rogers City to Rite Aid to get a Playstation Network card because the Rite Aid here in Alpena never got any in. I don't know if they even have them yet. It's a pain driving 35 miles one way, but we had to. We used to get them at Wal-Mart, but they stopped handling them. They are remodeling our Wal-Mart now and we saw that there are spots for Playstation Network cards there now, they just aren't in yet. That will be more convenient, but I will be sending Tennille in there to get them because there is a woman who works at Wal-Mart who caused me a lot of trouble earlier in my life and I don't want to see her. Plus, I can't stand the crowds in big stores. Tennille made me go to the new Meijer in Gaylord with her a few weeks ago and that wasn't cool at all.
I got my free copy of Guitar Hero-Van Halen in the mail yesterday and I just beat the whole game. It was awesome! We also rented Jack Black's new game, Brutal Legend last week and it was awesome, too, but I got stuck, so we returned it. We will buy it someday and use the walkthrough to get past where I got stuck.
I finished putting all 15,000+ songs on my itunes and putting all the covers on them. Tennille and I had a bet going where if I got all my covers done before she got out of work one night that I would get $10 from her. If I lost I would have to meet her brother Travis. I did lose! So in November we are going to see Travis at his new house that he is buying. Damn! I have nothing against the guy, I'm just very shy.
It's been raining all day. I stayed inside on my warm, comfy couch most of the day. Tennille worked and got wet at the drive-thru window. After we got home we went out and got Taco Bell for me and KFC for her for dinner and that was enough for me being out in that crap.
We didn't go see Mutemath because Tennille had to renew her license plates, her driver's license and pay for her divorce. She couldn't afford the tickets and the gas to go down there. She requested the day off and then we ended up not being able to go. I wish my mother didn't hold onto all my money with an iron grip or I could have paid for us to go. Oh well, some other time.
I am falling behind on the Playstation Store for Rock Band 2 and The Beatles Rock Band. The Abbey Road track pack is out and there are Wolfmother and Queen track packs, etc. But like I said, with my not being allowed to have any of my own money, it can't happen unless Tennille pays for it, and she can't afford to right now. Someday.
In case anyone is wondering, I am on SSD (Social Security Disability) because I was born with mild cerebral palsy. My mother got me on it years ago. I work at Burger King, too, but I only get 3 hours a week, so my checks aren't much. When I got on SSD my mother instantly court-ordered it that she be my payee, meaning she gets my check every month and she is in charge of it. I can't see it or touch it. She has a block on my savings and checking accounts so I can't even so much as check the balance in either of them. She keeps my check book. Every month she makes sure my rent and bills are paid. That's a good thing, though. This way I don't have to worry about it. Tennille now pays half the rent and bills, so she just gives the cash to my mother every month and my mother puts it in my savings account, and then my mother writes checks to the landlord and the bill companies. Sometimes my mother goes shopping for me and brings me food, toilet paper, soap, etc. Once in a while she will give me a little spending cash from my account, but not often and not much. I do have a spending problem, though. I know if I get money I will instantly spend it as fast as I can. My mother knows this and this is why she's my payee, so I don't end up on the streets because I spent the rent and bill money on fast food and video games. I hate that I can't have my own money, but I know if I did have it, it would be gone in 2 seconds every 3rd.
Tennille rented Guitar Hero-Smash Hits for me from Family Video today and I'm playing it now. Let's see how fast I can beat this one, lol!
I've just been working once a week and watching Tennille write her novels on the internet. She works and goes to college a lot and I stay home. Oh yeah, awhile back my brother Ryan separated his shoulder playing football and my mother and her boyfriend Joe had to go down to Mt. Pleasant where Ryan is going to college and take him to the doctor. He'll be okay, but he's in pain and it's a slow heal.
I guess this is all. I will try to keep this updated more often, but I can't promise anything.
-John
- Mood:
calm
Grand Rapids Michigan and i saw that the band The Devil Wears Prada is playing there
Also Underoath is playing there too. (drools) When Tennille came home from work i was like
LOOK! and she is like we could go to one of them.... i was like WOW!! We are already seeing the
band Mute Math. CANT WAIT! i have never been there before and because my feet hurt after standing \
a long time i asked her to look up their seating chart to see if they had seats so that i can sit down and watch
the show. She said that there were but i dont know if they are elevated so that i can see the band. I do hope
they are lol. October 20th we are going to drive 4 hours to see them :) well i know that i will have a killer time lol.
Today at work was ok, I was running the Broiler/Steamer. It was a short shift but we were very busy. I know that
time is suppose to go by really fast when it is busy but it really didnt, not for me anyway. I got out work and Tennille
was waiting for me in her car right by my car. WOW! lol. Tennille was going to the grocery store to get a few things
and i told her to stop by Rite Aid to get a Playstation Network card so that i can get more tracks for Rock Band 2.
They didnt have any of em there. They normally do but Tennille said that she got the last one last time and they havent ordered any in like a week or 2. ( PISS) lol umm well now i am listening to the band Thousand Foot Krutch. They are like Christian Rock/Alternitive (bobs head) hehe well write later - ME
- Location:living room
- Mood: content
- Music:Thousand Foot Krutch- Smack Down
- Location:living room
- Mood: annoyed
- Music:Predator Raw: The Unseen Tapes
The Detroit Warped Tour was amazing. It was from 11Am to midnight. I tell you that i wanted to leave after 2 hours of being there lol. It was just so hot and there were a TON of people there and at both concerts. I got to see some very cool bands at the Warped Tour Tho. The Nine Inch Nails one tho was very very cool indeed. I was right up front and inches from Twiggy from Marilyn Manson. He was playing the bass that tour. WOW. I didnt even know that till about a couple years after i seen that show.
- Location:living room
- Mood: annoyed
- Music:Predator Raw: The Unseen Tapes
- Mood:
lazy
"For those of you who were on my journal over at <lj user="avonleadragon"> and come here to look at John's journal, you see I've deleted mine. I just couldn't stop writing journal entries when John and I were fighting and it made John look horrible. I made you all hate him and that's not right. I got up today to a ton of comments telling me to leave John and how horrible he is. If I wouldn't have made those entries yesterday when I was mad that wouldn't have had to happen. No, I'm not mad at any of you, I'm mad at myself. I always did that with Marty, too, made entries when I was mad and made him sound like a horrible monster. John is not a horrible monster, either. It's not fair to John for me to keep making these bad entries and making people talk bad about him. I can't control myself and not make those bad entries when I'm mad. Also, John was getting really sick of me writing 'novels' all the time anyway. So I have deleted my journal after having it for about 7 years because I just can't control myself. No, deleting my journal was NOT John's idea, he had nothing to do with it, so please don't blame him. I still have Facebook and Myspace (for now) if you want to ever contact me again. Remember, none of this was your fault, it's just all for the better. Bye.
-Tennille Brenner"
- Mood: calm
Today I got my girlfriend Tennille to join my gym and I had her do my workout. Now I won't have to do it alone when my brosive Ryan heads back to college in Mt. Pleasant in a couple weeks.
I was putting all my favorite songs from my CD's onto my iTunes, but yesterday Tennille vacuumed the floor and picked up all the CD's I threw on the floor and put them in the wrong piles! Now I don't know which ones I did and which ones I didn't, so I had to delete them ALL off my iTunes and start all over again.
After the gym today we went to Taco Bell and tried the new Volcano Nachos. WOW! SO hot! I let Tennille eat them all and I just ate the chulupa she got us with lava sauce added, lol. The nachos were too much for me because they have jalpenos ontop of the lava suace. Geez!
About my icon up there, that's from Warped. I AM the Music Man, so Tennille took the pic for me and made a LJ icon out of it. :)
Today we had 2 really big thunderstorms, one in the early morning and one in the afternoon. Tennille told me that since it was in the 90's to leave my car windows open a little. Then she went to the laundromat in her car. Well, I went to take a nap and got woken up by the storm. I had to run out and close them and then I got stuck in my car for awhile because it was raining so hard. Then after she got home we went to KFC and the seats in my car were still soaked, so we both got all wet. That's why I close my windows all the time, hot or not.
Now Tennille has the fan in the window and bugs are coming in, even though we have a screen. Aggrevation! The air feels good, but the bugs suck.
I have been playing Guitar Hero Metallica. Even on easy it's intense. Tennille played one song on it yesterday, but she picked the easiest one on there. She's doing okay on Rock Band 2, but she'll never beat me. :p
I'm hungry. At midnight the money comes on my food card and I am sending Tennille to Wal-Mart to find us something good to eat.
I have to share the laptop with Tennille now. My old desktop just wouldn't function anymore and we put it away in the bedroom. Now I'm waiting for 5 weeks until she buys me a brand new 500 gig laptop from Staples and then I'll let her have her own laptop back again...but not until then, lol.
Okay, I've written enough of a novel, just like my girlfriend always does, lol. Bye.
-John
- Mood: calm
Bye.
- Mood: sore
- Music:none
- Mood:
anxious - Music:full house on tv
- Mood:
awake
Well a ton has happend to me since i last wrote in this Journal :) well i am going to start by saying, my
4th of july was alright. I went to the towns fireworks with my mom and her boyfriend. It was cool because
they had 2 grand finialies. It was pretty cool. Then after my mom started lecturing me about me having a
text on my phone from someone who was my FRIEND but was married, she was a girl and was my friend
so i dont see why she got all worried about it. I mean we are just friends. so i dont know why that was. Once back home my brother called me and was drunk telling me that the fireworks
were awesome and such. about a week later my mom had my gf, my brother, her girlfriend out to my moms boyfriends cottage and since we had bought some fireworks awhile back ( Tennille and i) in the UP we wanted
to blow em off there. so they made burgers on the grill and we ate em, shortly after that we went down to the
lake and started blowing them off. we bought these helicopter things that my mom really liked and strobe light
things that everyone seemed to like and a flying fish fountian and everything like that, then we came to the loudest ones that they had at the shop where we bought em :) my brother thought that he would be mr pyro and tied 5 together and lit em all at once. BOOM!! lol we thought a truckload of explosives went off or something. i also went riding with tennille on my moms boyfriends ( Joe) four wheeler hehe. it was fun because my mom said dont go on the road with it and what do i do.. VROOM lol.
2nd thing: WARPED TOUR!!!
OK, well yes it will be a big festival, yes there will be people there from everywhere, See, i am used to going to the shows inside. I have seen NIN, Powerman 5000, a bunch of local bands. NOTHING like this, but it is cool. I am just worried about the people, getting seperated. I mean it would be different if we both had cell phones that way we could just call one another if we get lost but noooo lol. ummm i do like some of the bands that are going to be there tho.. NOFX, The Devil Wears Prada, A Day To Remember, Rise Against, Senses Fail. (MMM) hehe.
Well i am going to go now. My brother MIGHT be comming to get me and we are going to go work out today, which is a TOTALLY new thing for me lol. well c u :)
- Mood:
blah - Music:woodstock 1999 dvd :)
well a couple of weeks ago my mom came over to my apartment to pick me up from work . The gf was here and i believe we were watching Fresh Prince Of Bel-Aire when she spoke the words " me and Joe ( her Boyfriend) broke up" we both were shocked and amazed by what she said. Then i had to go to work.. that was alright, till they told me a ton of times to give them buns and meat because i was thinkin about my mom and joe. umm got home that day and me and my gf were thinking of going to Brimley ( in the U.P.) to get some fireworks. We left here around 10 and got there about 1-2pm. We went over the " Mighty Mac" bridge and it was cool but what sucked about it was that they were doing painting on the bridge so there was just one lane open and everything for the cars and stuff. Then i glanced over and saw a sign that said " no stopping on bridge" well there were sooooo many cars and everything that we had to stop,more than once, That was on the way back tho.. on the way there we were so excited to be going over the bridge it was a good time.. Well we drove for a bit and we got to Mel's Fireworks on a indian reservation place. We looked and looked and looked and looked and looked for ones that would be very awesome to blow off... well the fireworks that i got are as follows 1) Lightning Strikes Fountian 2) the loudest Firecracker that they carry ( box of 12) 3) box of 12 airplanes at night 4) Strobe light fireworks that induce headaches... I have been told by a friend that they are just like looking into an arc wield so WOW!! Tennille got 2 things 1) some huge sparklers and a fountian called Flying fish or something like that. It sucks tho because we have to save em for the 2nd or after the 4th because well i talked to my mom about possibly going to the cottage before the 4th and blowing off fireworks there. the misquitos are bad there she saids.. Well Today, i went to a work meeting.. BORING!! but i got paid for it. Also my bro came over and wanted to use my internet to look up some stuff about sports on his computer, he asked me if i can just let him stay here while i go to my meeting for an hour. When the meeting was over, i came home to find his car gone, my window open and baseball on the tv. I was like " O, my brother was here" hehe ummm Other than that nothing really eventful happend today got the new guitar Hero: smash Hits, i have been playing that all the time now. ymm i am really hungry.. I want to go get Volcano Tacos but i know when i get there it will be too late and they will be closed. well fun writing in this again. Peace :)
- Location:living room
- Music:Heart-- Barracuda ( easy Mode) :)
- Me :)
- Mood: sore
- Location:living room
- Mood: cranky
- Music:Winger- Greatest Hits
Before work tho Tennille got me Sirius Everything. I had just the music package and that was a bit dull now i have sports/ talk/ lesbian channel/EVERYTHING. lol.
My dad came over after work today and wanted me to download for him " Peter Frampton- Frampton Comes Alive" so i did so, now he is going to come over tommorow and i have to give it to him. Also i have to give my mom her Vynal music albums back. She called me and i told her that i sold a couple of my vynal records and she flipped out saying that i had better not have sold any of hers and that all of hers had better be there. Then she started saying that i am lying and that all of her records better be there and everything. I hung up on her once and she just kept on accousing. so tommorow i am going to take ALL of her vinyl back to her and that will be that. I am addicted to this A&W FLOAT drink in a glass bottle.... mmmmmmmmmm lol. I took Tennille out to eat dinner at Applebees. She seemed to like it. We both had Quesidilla Burgers. mmmmmmm. well it is bedtime for me so peace :)
- Location:living room
- Mood: content
- Music:family matters
- Mood: okay
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